Random thoughts

So just some of my random thoughts about all this running:
There are days that when I go out and run, I really think that running this half marathon is totally possible. But then there are other days, that just the thought of running the half makes me sick to my stomach! I am trusting that the plan that Alicia is putting together for us will get us to the point we need to be. I know that she knows what she is talking about, and if we don't manage to run the whole thing, it will be more that we just are not ready, not that the plan didn't work. I am pretty sure that we will be ready, no, make that I KNOW we will be ready, but at the same time, I am afraid that it won't happen. I am a little bit worried that the more I think about it, the more I freak myself out, and if I don't run the whole thing, it is going to be because I have freaked myself out so much about it. I need to relax and just trust that I will be ready and that I will be able to do it.
But I am really enjoying running lately. I was thinking for a while that after the half I might stop running at least for a while, but I am thinking at this point that I am really enjoying running and I think after the half is over, I will probably run less, but I will still run. It really does help clear the mind, and I enjoy both running by myself, and with others. It will be interesting to see how things go from here.